Prologue

"Hate me like you mean it Clifford "

"You're not even worth my hate Morozov "

For a beat there is silence , then he pulls me to him , his lips met with mine with a force that wrecked my soul , i never knew hate could be this addictive .

It's years of pain , guilt and resistance wrapped in one kiss which should disgust me , I am kissing a murderer, I should hate myself yet in this moment nothing exists but me and him together and it feels whole."Maybe we were not meant to be "

My chest tightens , I couldn't lose her again not when I went to hell and back just to be with her.

We were happy , Is that what happens when you feel like your whole world will crash by the one who is your world.

I couldn't feel anything other than her lips ,the way she not only responded to my madness but reciprocated with her own . I had dreamt of this a thousand times yet reality is more beautiful than any dream I could conjure.

Her brunette locks entwined with my hand , her presence itself is an elixir i am high on.The way she senses my presence yet does not confront shows how scared she is about her feelings . My star will soon learn that she belongs to my universe .

"Maybe we were not meant to be"

My chest tightens , I couldn't lose her again not when I went to hell and back just to be with her.

We were happy , Is that what happens when you feel like your whole world will crash by the one who is your world.